Hey peeps, how are you all doing? I have missed sharing…
I have been struggling.. questioning.. pondering.. about my future with regards to children. You see, I have 2 miscarriages and one preterm baby loss under my belt! And I am not even 35 yet!
I want to take you all along this journey.. hoping this time will be different. Welcome to DAY ONE! We are back to trying for a baby again. I am, yet again, seated in the waiting room of one gynaecologist who has been recommended by a friend. It begins.. the long hour waits, the uncertainty.. the worry of not only getting pregnant but maintaining the pregnancy to actually holding a healthy living human being!
I am surprised at my resilience and renewed hope for this journey. In 2017, when I lost my son, I was so sure I was done with this chapter and never again going through it. Look at me now.. Ready for the meds.. the injections… the sleepless nights.. the endless research. I am here! I will take on this journey with renewed strength and openness.
I do not know what the future holds- how we will be, where we will be- all I know is each journey begins with a desire then a step and taking it all ONE DAY AT A TIME!
Here’s to “our” journey for triplets!
We regret more on the things we never did than on those that we actually did. Never give up.
God’s timing is always best!
Of course! We never give up!